life's short...

a serious bout of depression just hit me today.

a night when i feel down as usual.

a night when i lament about how life is so short, so unpredictable, so cruel to some yet so generous to others.

been following up on this piece of taiwan news. there's this really pretty taiwanese female artise who died after many hours of struggling, after a freak car accident. she's just 28. still have lots of things that're unaccomplished, and it's just so sad to read news like this. i hate anything that has got to do with death. It's just so scary. It creeped near me that many years ago, took papa away silently. Left me lost and desolute. 4 years ago, that was. But the scar still remains. I've been through the pain of losing a beloved one. But just imagine the pain that the parents have to cope with, losing such a beautiful angel. I can't really imagine, actually. Because I thought it'll always be more painful for a parent to lose her child than a child losing her parent. So many years of upbringing, just hoping that the child will be a good and happy one, leading a life of her own, building a family she can call her own. But now, everything's over.
I just hope they will be strong and carry on with life.

So life is short. Life is unpredictable, I must repeat.