upset....

feeling extremely low and lousy now.

upset about my incompetency.

upset about how "average" my grades are.

upset about the fact that i may be at the extreme lowest end of my cohort.

upset that i may not get a decent honors degree... third class? second lower class?

upset with my mum, upset with the fact that she doesn't know how to take care of herself. upset with the fact that i have to worry about her, like how a mother would do so about her daughter, just that in my case, the role is often reversed.

upset about my financial well-being. upset about not being able to get a decent-paying job that is of my interest.

upset that i may not have enough bucks to make it for the europe trip.

upset that he actually deleted my pics off his friendster (i can't really blame him or be sore about it, since i was the one who did so first)....but still......

upset that i'm actually looking like shit now, totally unglam and disgusting.

upset that i may not find someone whom i can really trust in and be happy with.

UPSET. CAN I JUST WORRY LESS AND BE HAPPY????