Playing Dumb

the only way to stay alive in the team is to play dumb. don't talk. don't complain.don't reveal any expressions of emotion.

seriously i wonder what's the problem with me, what's the problem with her, what's the problem with everyone.

experiencing shit every single day. so bad that i can't even imagine all these.

what's wrong? what's wrong? everyone has their mistake-making days, but it's tiring when i make mistakes every single time, but i really don't mean it. i've been trying very hard, but it seems that it's not hard enough. help me. i'm exhausted.