it's a flop.

ok so today i went to that interview. it was a flop. seriously.

i don't really know whether did i talk sense to them. and i was purely disgusted at how i actually couldn't converse in mandarin. so many mandarin words just couldn't come to my mind, and so you know it, i expressed quite a lot of terms in english. hai...and this is a chinese current affairs job that i'm applying for. i'm seriously a gone case. maybe it isn't that bad la, but to me since it wasn't good enough, i'd call it a miserable interview.

and i thought i've seen my aptitude test paper. i thought i saw an A-? but so what if i did pass the aptitude test, would they still give me a chance? did i just flop the interview and ruin my chances? but seriously, i'm not auditioning for the role of a presenter mah. so can they just close one eye??

the interviewers' faces. i can remember clearly. i hope they were not too disgusted with me.
ok, so it's time to look for yet another job.