A new chapter in my life
Yes. It's the start of a new chapter in my life now.
I've finally broken away from that very thwarted relationship. I only took like a few minutes to settle everything in that ktv suite. I had hesitated quite a few times before sending that message out to him. Then I realised that I can't hesitate anymore, if I were to want happiness for myself. So I did it. I sent the message out.
It's ridiculous. It's ridiculous when I used to send him messages to ask how he's been, and he seldom replied me. But when it's a message saying that I want a break-up, he replied like a few seconds later. What does this show? It just tells me very clearly that he's a coward. A true coward. One who already knows what he wants right from the start of the relationship, but chooses to let me indulge in all these disillusions. He already wants to get away from this, but he chooses to face the problem the passive-agressive way, letting me get all pissed off with his passivity, and practically just waiting for me to initiate the break-up. I'm just angry at how I was manipulated by him all along, and he actually has the cheek to make everything seem like it's all due to my manipulation, when YOU are the one who manipulated this relationship. Fancy acting like a doormat huh. But I'm glad now anyway, at least I'm free from all these hassles.
Yay! The start of singlehood! Girls rule! Boys suck!

1 Comments:
Boys really DO suck. You and I rule babe. Love ya!
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