out.

didn't manage to get through to the 3rd round.
was slightly disheartened and disappointed.
to think that i was even more confident this time round, than the first written test.
it's true. waiting doesn't kill. what kills is the result after so much waiting and efforts.
no problem. i can always wait and see, and find another job that i'm keen in.
but it's a big blow to my pride, because i thought i'm always a go-getter. only do i realise that i'm actually not that capable of anything.

back to feeling directionless again.

盼

虽然不清楚以后的路会是怎样。但是就因为这样，更想选择走。
两年的时间，位子刚坐热、东西已经上手，但仍旧不开心。
过于熟悉和舒服的环境未必是好事。会让人有惰性。再来，看不到自己的前途。
我喜欢征服人生中的各大挑战。不喜欢人生过于安逸。

Qn: what will you miss most about me?